A N D R E A ` her dystopia .

Friday, May 2 @ 11:35 PM

dont you see ?

stressing out on the presentation . kinda .

me, manda & lala [:

my artistic end product of my leftovers . nice right .

i just got home ._. went for the cs lecture today .
left around 2, just before the aftn one started .
went to meet austin at city hall and took the shuttle bus to great world .
then we went to eat his country spoon or whatever . the one he's been
wanting to go since like last week i think ? -.- fuck man the bill was $35 LOL .
but i didnt pay . i treated him to a movie instead . so we walked around, then
went to suntec, then went to marina square, then watched iron man at 6.20 pm .
it was okay . not as bad as i expected . but still not my kind of movie lol :o
then took 518 back . and tadahhhh im home . omf i have my term test on monday .
-_____- maybe i'll try to cram all the marketing stuff into my head over the wkend .

so come on, tell me.

Thursday, May 1 @ 10:54 PM

today is labour day . (well its ending in about an hour)
and uh i went to find desmond aka my son at ramen 10 today . LOL .
he looks so different with that bandana thing and an apron :O
i brought austin the un-great grandson to see him also xD
then met baby around 5 and walked past that place agn lmao .
we walked around tamp for awhile then went to marine parade to hv dinner
then went back to pasir ris and walked to the beach and god it was so dark .
it was only 8pm and it seemed like past midnight .______.
we sat and stoned for awhile on the wavebreakers .
i tried counting the stars until i realised they were countless .
mmmh and i just felt that if time could stop, i'd stay there forever .
i wonder if i should skip tmr's cs and marketing lecture .

so come on, tell me.

12:10 AM

today was eventful . lol . met hindu and lavanya at 1,

caught the mdis feeder bus and met manda at the library .

discussed a little about the presentation stuff, then went for the cs lecture .

i sat thru half of it and left during break time LOL .
i was walking happily towards the gate then i saw my lecturer sitting thr .

LOOOOOL omg . but i kept my calm coposure and pretended not to see him

and waltzed out of school . LMAO . then once i got out i ran to the carpark .

HAHAHA . baby was waiting for me there then we went to junction 8 ,

cos jojoxified laopo told me she'd be heading dwn to bishan after school .
and uh...we wanted to meet each other . sort of .
um & i ate pepper lunch for the first time . (what? dont give me that face LOL)

quite nice lah . but abit ex -.- LOL .
uh then . we went to the library to stone for awhile . then there was this student
who had to flap his hand about like a dead fish while he was talking to his friend .

walao damn funny can ._. talk talk talk, *flap hand* . lols .

at about 6 we went to block 191 (had to look at the map near the mrt)
and i saw jojo laopo LOL she is really tall . and rather friendly .

but then she spoke like afew sentences to me & had to go off to work alr .___.
which is to walk around selling ice cream =/
baby and me took 58 back to pasir ris and went to catch a movie at the new cathay
at dwntown east . we watched Doomsday . it was the only show with a 9+ slot -_-

its...gross and action-packed but the content is questionable . LOL OMG .

i think that mr. jelly (hindu's nickname for our cs lecturer) really influenced us lol .

he kept talking about how movies these days have alot of fight or action or

kissing blablabla scenes to make up for the lack of content/substance in the script .
mmmmmmh and then we went home in a cab . sigh . the only thing is...
i feel abit guilty . x_x because he was supposed to go meet his friends or smth .
then i felt abit...okay not abit . quite dissapointed then i guess he sensed it and
well in the end he didnt get to see them because of me . lol .
omg im such a bad girlfriend . someone smack me please .

so come on, tell me.

Tuesday, April 29 @ 8:15 PM

i am an imperfect mess .

take me as i am ;

this is my grandson austin the un-great . LOL .

i woke up feeling like crap today . dragged myself to school .
sat under the freaking cold air conditioner in class for 3 hours .
lavanya, hindu, manda and me went to the library after to discuss
about the presentation thing for the upcoming week . so....yeah .
went home and blew my last 20 bucks on crap on stuff i didnt really need ._.
shopping is a form of stress relief you know . LOL ...*peace sign
& its how i preserve my healthy mental state (im not being sarcastic)
so i guess i'll have to forgive myself x____x oh, & thr was a seemingly endless
queue at b&js cos it was free cone day today . there were hordes of ppl =.=
anyway . i went home soon after and was just about to go take my shower
when this stupid grandson of mine smses me and says he's outside my house
and can i please open the gate ? omg wtf lol . i couldnt exactly take a feather duster
or a broom and chase him away so naturally i invited him in with as much hospitality
and graciousness as i could muster up in my very distressed and weary state and
left him with my psp so he could occupy himself LOL then we sat and stoned
until about 6 and then i walked him to the mrt and watched him eat his chicken rice
and then he went home . and weiai has left sg omg ): and im so tired now lol .
i have an eyebag crisis . help . my flu's gotten abit better i think . [:
think i'll be meeting jojo laopo tmr :D ! yay . ugh i dont want to go for tmr's lecture .
but i have to cos of the presentation thing again and blahh zzzzzzzzz . we'll see .

so come on, tell me.

Monday, April 28 @ 6:59 PM

so i slept at 3+ am ytd cos i couldnt get to sleep,
mainly cos of my blocked nose and headache and sore throat .
omgomgomg fuck i hate being sick .
i have used up an entire travel pack at school and 2 boxes of kleenex today .
wtfux lol . at this rate my nose might just...disintergrate any moment .____.
had lunch with baby after school . then we took the bus back and watched a dvd .
then he went home . now im stoning in front of the com again .
and i have to wake up at 6.30 tmr agn omg zzzzzz .
morning lessons are such a drag x_x (but afternoon ones are worse)
conclusion ? either way school still sucks . LOLOL .
and the marketing test is scheduled for next monday . omg =/
5 essay questions . im dead D: and the presentation is like nxt week also i think .
good thing thursday is labour day . but i have a full day on friday . arghhh .
oh, and jy to everyone having their exams as well :D

p.s: i think i passed on my flu to amanda & baby lol omg . im so sorry x_x

so come on, tell me.

Sunday, April 27 @ 9:27 PM

went to meet vivi and austin and greg (& his 2 friends) today :O
then we watched the superhero movie . the 2 guys (greg friends) left first .
and the movie was...abit...lame . LOL . but not that unbearable .
not what i expected lahhhh . i think now i expect all comedies to be
like that chinese zombie show . lmaooooo . -________-
then we went to eat dinner at some place called just acia at dhoby exchange .
took the train home . vivi and greg stopped at bedok but austin didnt,
since i was royalty and he said he would do a good deed and send me home .
fugg i have to wake up at 6.30 tmr ): and its marketing again . ): shucks .

glenda darling's / joey darlinginlaw's survey

01. when will the sun not shine / when will the world end ?
--> when music & colours cease to exist .
02. what do you want the most now ?
--> happiness ! (includes a bigbig hug and a mini magnum and someone)
03. who is the person you trust the most ?
--> according to my friends i trust ppl too easily . the fact is
i dont trust anyone, not even myself . i just make believe .
04. do you think you have enough confidence ?
--> no . never .
05. if one of ur dreams could come true, what would it be ?
--> to fly to neverland and find everlasting happiness lol
06. do you believe in seeing rainbows after the rain ?
--> its rare, but it happens (:
07. do you believe in eternal love ?
--> not really .
08. has any of ur exes commited suicide ?
--> not that i know of .
09. what feeling do you enjoy the most ?
--> happy !
10. what do you expect from your bf/gf ?
--> well it depends...but most importantly to love me, for me .
11. what feeling do you hate ?
--> -_- what kind of qn is that lol . alot i guess, but i hate jealousy the most .
12. do you cherish all your friendships ?
--> i suppose so...yes . (:
13. do you believe in god ?
--> what are u saying ? i am god . LOLOL .
14. what do you think is the most impt thing in ur life ?
--> practical ans : the ability to breathe ? impractical ans : dont ask me to choose .
well right now its friends, family, money, chocolate, my teddy, and jon .
15. who do you hope will always be there for you?
--> everyone that i love ):
16. who are your best friends ?
--> my friends are all best friends to me i guess...
17. who cares for you the most ?
--> i dont know ._.
18. do you cherish what you have now ?
--> well im trying to .
19. what goals do you have this year ?
--> get my diploma and try to bear simon yeo's marketing lectures hahah
20. who do you think loves you ?
--> those that i love, i suppose .

so come on, tell me.

Saturday, April 26 @ 8:07 PM

just came home, the seminar thing was stupid .
i woke up at 6am to attend that thing -.- imagine sitting thru the entire thing .
from 9am-4pm . well anyway me, hindu, lavanya and amanda didnt x)
we left during the first break at 10.30 at hid ourselves at the sch library . LOL .
me and hindu were like insane ppl imitating amanda while she was
talking on the hp with her bf . omg so funny lah rofl .
baby was waiting outside my school again at like 12.30 ?
he didnt get any sleep at all ytd -_-
so it was sort of like walking beside a half dead zombie or smth lol .
we walked from city hall to marina square to suntec to esplanade
until our legs were numb then we sat and stoned and then he fell asleep .
well for awhile at least . umm and then we went to take 518 to pasir ris .
then i fell asleep =.= mmmmh . im gonna have dinner now .
& i'll try to ignore the fact that monday is approaching ._____.

so come on, tell me.

Friday, April 25 @ 5:31 PM

just came back from amk hub and im kind of tireddddd .
and hungry LOL . uhh . baby met me outside the school gate and
we took the train to to amk hub, had our lunch, walked around aimlessly
then sat and stoned for awhile ( okay like an hr? omg :o )
before heading home . the bus ride home made me sleepy .
omgomg . i wish i didnt have to go for tmr's seminar .__. but nvm .
me and hindu are planning to sit thr for 3 hrs then leave during break .
hahaha. which is prolly abt 12 ? yup . its supposed to end at 4 or 5 or smth .
hmm & wtf is wrong with msn i cant sign in now =.=

survey i took from weiai . she's leaving sg for years omg T__T .
01. do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 mths w/out cheating?
--> yes .
02. when was the last time you saw the fifth person on your top?
--> no one's on my top 5 [:
03. how much older than you is the last person you kissed?
--> fuck this . the next one i want is from this guy who is a year older (:
04. What is one thing you don't hear alot?
--> you smell like baloney and daisies . LOLOL .
05. are u married ?
--> i wish ! hahah .
06. have you ever regretted letting someone go?
--> yes, but i've learnt that sometimes that letting go is the only way to love .
07. are there people who don't like you?
--> i'm sure there are, but hopefully not many =/
08. do you miss someone? who?
--> yes and that person should know who he/she is .
09. next time you will kiss someone?
--> mmm haha that i dont know .
10. are looks important?
--> personally yes i think it is, ultimately . its a sad thing about today's ****ed up society .
11. what are you wearing?
--> some old shirt and my old PE shorts
12. something funny that happened today?
--> my table moved in class . again . LOL .
13. do you like getting things from others?
--> who doesnt ? teehee .
14. What is your current mood?
--> im always neutral when im stoning .
15. were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
--> uh, not exactly . but i smiled after .
16. which is more romantic sunrise or sunset?
--> as long as its with someone i love ? it dont matter to me .
even melting in the sun or freezing my ass off would be lovely . hahah .
( omg i've become so cheesy these days wtf LOL )
17. last song you heard?
--> The Last Night by Skillet . you should hear it .
18. do you like anyone right now?
--> i like alot of ppl right now . love one tho (:
19. what color is your shirt?
--> its red, but the print is like yellow, black, green, pink? lol .
20. whats on your mind?
--> alot of things but basically nothing . okay nvm i dont make sense as usual .
21. what have u done today?
--> went out .
22. have you ever been in love?
--> had and am .
23. feeling anything unusual today?
--> not really
24. is your heart still occupied?
--> it is i guess
25. who is the last person you talked to on the fone?
--> baby :o
26. are you jealous of somebody right now?
--> im jealous of oh-so-many people but jealousy kills so i'll pretend i'm not ><
27. what makes you sad most of the time?
--> that i cant change the world .
28. are you loving someoneright now?
--> omf i didnt realise thr were so many similar qns . hw many times hv i said ? -_-
29. what u don't want in life?
--> ooo, many things . smelly socks, lizards, laggy computers, horrid people, bugs,
nuts [as in those edible kind], omg this list will be endless . how abt i just put etc .
30. do you want to see someone this very moment?
--> yes yes ! i want to smack him and hug him and whatever :D
31. plannings in near future?
--> NOPEEE . i dont make plans ._. !
32. do you love someone very much?
--> omg stupid survey . again ? LOL . yes i do .
33. does anyone like you?
--> dont ask me .

emotions
01. what do you do when you're mad?
--> i dont usually get mad i get upset . but when i get mad i make this
" fuck man i feel so crappy now " face and do breathing exercises
and after awhile i just get upset -.-
02. what's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
--> smacked someone !
03. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
--> i think so, yes . i recall i fought with my sis when i was like six and then i kind of
made her cry but then i felt guilty and i cried even harder . u could ask her !
04. do you swear when you're mad?
--> it depends on how angry i am LOL .
05. when was the last time you really cried?
--> its been awhile .
06. ever cried yourself to sleep?
--> yes, a number of times .
07. what usually makes you cry?
--> i dont usually cry...unless i feel really bad ._.
08. are you normally a happy person?
--> well not exactly, i just laugh at the weirdest things .
does that make me a happy person ? :O
09. does being with your friends makes you happy?
--> yes ! unfortunately that doesnt happen often ._.
10. when people say they think you aregood looking/pretty, do you get happy?
--> well i would be but i think they'd be lying ):

so come on, tell me.